Implode

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Self-destruct!

Time to go internal.
Destroy myself from the inside out.

External destruction: Complete.
Internal destruction: 15%

Working on the demolition.
The bulldozers are rollin' in.

It'll knock the rest of my shattered heart.
Into pieces so small they're unrecognizable

It'll look like grade A cocaine,
And I'll blow it into my brain.

I'll implode the day I forget
And that won't happen...yet.

But I'm fighting it all.
So I can torture myself a little longer.

I'm going to be the imploding masochist
Heads up! Duck the pieces!

I'm an imploding dark star,
A falling, spiraling, speeding angel.

Watch out for the feathers and star dust.
They'll bury me if you don't touch.